...still anticipating November.
Sila view & download kad jemputan walimatul urus di sini. Jemputan Hudzairi & Faridah (pdf)
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
Saturday, October 01, 2011
Lagi 50 hari
Untuk sah bergelar suami isteri...
This logo I created myself based on my imagination, by referring to online Photoshop Tutorial. Tak sangka dapat hasil yang exactly macam I imagine. Font RADAGUND, group layer for the light effects, layer blending COLOR DODGE, layer style emphasize on Gradient to make gold sparkling effect and texture background is by applying FILTER TEXTURIZER and layer adjustment. Fully contented.
Letak kat mana? Kat FB event ler.... :)
Friday, September 30, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
happy 35th bday zairi...
prettysmallbakery: happth 33rd bday zairi ...: "cupcake tuk zairi.. thanks for your support"
Actually it was for his 35th birthday. Last minute request kat Miza and dengan sportingnya Miza buat jugak untuk saya. Thank you sangat. Walaupun sangat lambat deliver, hampir waktu Maghrib, dapat jugak deliver, pastu... org tu just cakap "best jugak dapat kawan macam awk ni ye" ...ouff!
Hehehe... dia actually appreciate. I knew it.
Actually it was for his 35th birthday. Last minute request kat Miza and dengan sportingnya Miza buat jugak untuk saya. Thank you sangat. Walaupun sangat lambat deliver, hampir waktu Maghrib, dapat jugak deliver, pastu... org tu just cakap "best jugak dapat kawan macam awk ni ye" ...ouff!
Hehehe... dia actually appreciate. I knew it.
Monday, April 06, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Monday, February 09, 2009
Credit to Shahrizal
Seronok ambik gambar. Nanti nak belajar lagi. Outing kali ni sorrylah, tak jangka ramai plak nak ikut. Nanti lenkali kita tumpukan pada photography. Bawak la aku ke hutan tropika. Ajar amik gambar sinaran mentari yg tumpah ke bumi melalui celah2 pokok. Jom!
Psst, gambor2 dari nikon Jai belum ada, nak mintak consent tuan punya utk upload kat sini nanti. Tengah tunggu.... :)
Sunday, February 01, 2009
I want out
"If words could convey human emotion with sufficient force, we wouldn't need to shed tears, hug, or kill someone. "
- said Penn Cage in Sleep No More, Greg Iles
I want out.. out of this body!Monday, December 29, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Some burglars broke into my house
Pukul 4:30 pagi tadi Mak tetiba kejut kami dalam bilik kata beg Yong kena kebas, handphone Mak kena curi... Yong lekas lekas telefon 999. Bawak torchlight nak carik perompak tu.
Mira kata dia nampak orangnya, orang tu pun nampak dia. Bila nampak dia terus lari kuar kot tingkap. Bila Yong pusing satu rumah, Yong kata tingkap bilik aku terbuka. Aku check selak kunci tu memang kena umpil.
Satu lagi tingkap kat bilik Takni pun kena umpil. Rupanya dia try bilik aku dulu, tapi tak masuk sebab Yong tengah jaga ngan laptop dia. Imagine kalau aku tido sorang malam tu. La hau la wala quwwata illa billahi 'aliul 'azim. Aku tak mampu membayangkannya. Aku hanya mampu bersyukur pada Tuhan kerana melindungi aku dan seluruh keluarga dari ancaman nyawa pagi tadi. Perompak perompak tu pergi macam tu je.
Kesian Yong la baru kuar duit seribu & Takni sebab bilik dia kena masuk. Kemungkinan 2 orang atau lebih yang masuk tu.
Yang aku kesal sekali, 999 tak membantu, dekat sejam tunggu takde pun polis datang. Yong kata polis reluctant, polis kata Jalan Kebun ni bukan area balai dia. Dia suh tepon nombor lain. Aku teringat aku ada nombor balai Shah Alam. Sepuluh minit lepas aku call baru la polis datang. Boleh ke camtu? Aku rasa dia datang pun buat syarat je.
I am still traumatized....
Mira kata dia nampak orangnya, orang tu pun nampak dia. Bila nampak dia terus lari kuar kot tingkap. Bila Yong pusing satu rumah, Yong kata tingkap bilik aku terbuka. Aku check selak kunci tu memang kena umpil.
Satu lagi tingkap kat bilik Takni pun kena umpil. Rupanya dia try bilik aku dulu, tapi tak masuk sebab Yong tengah jaga ngan laptop dia. Imagine kalau aku tido sorang malam tu. La hau la wala quwwata illa billahi 'aliul 'azim. Aku tak mampu membayangkannya. Aku hanya mampu bersyukur pada Tuhan kerana melindungi aku dan seluruh keluarga dari ancaman nyawa pagi tadi. Perompak perompak tu pergi macam tu je.
Kesian Yong la baru kuar duit seribu & Takni sebab bilik dia kena masuk. Kemungkinan 2 orang atau lebih yang masuk tu.
Yang aku kesal sekali, 999 tak membantu, dekat sejam tunggu takde pun polis datang. Yong kata polis reluctant, polis kata Jalan Kebun ni bukan area balai dia. Dia suh tepon nombor lain. Aku teringat aku ada nombor balai Shah Alam. Sepuluh minit lepas aku call baru la polis datang. Boleh ke camtu? Aku rasa dia datang pun buat syarat je.
I am still traumatized....
Monday, December 01, 2008
Jalan-jalan Kota Bharu
Pantai Irama, Bachok, Kelantan.
Seronok...
1) Rumah Mak Chu best, family Mak Chu best.
2) Shopping gila gila kat Rantau Panjang, Pasar Siti Khadijah, bazaar apa tah lagi, Pak Chu sabar je bawak kami...hehe
3) Jalan puas puas, walaupun hujan. Pantai Cahaya Bulan (ombak dia gerun), Pantai Irama, Bachok (makan kopok lekor, sedap).
4) Tujuan sebenar, hantar Raudhah interview kat Sekolah Tok Guru Nik Aziz - Maahad Darul Anuar kat Pulau Melaka.
5) Toyota KB Branch best, dapat pinjam keta baru, Hakimi Sales Head layan kita dengan baik, very gentleman, dia isi minyak penuh, dia percaya kat kita, takyah isi borang, bagi gitu je kunci keta kat kita. Jumpa orang-orang sales kat sana. Manager En Khairul, Nik kawan Aida... Macam dah kenal lama pulak, padahal first time jumpa tu ...Kita pergi sana naik flight, takde keta, diorang pulak kasi kemudahan yang sangat-sangat berguna. Thank you.
Bila lagi dapat jalan KB.........
1) Rumah Mak Chu best, family Mak Chu best.
2) Shopping gila gila kat Rantau Panjang, Pasar Siti Khadijah, bazaar apa tah lagi, Pak Chu sabar je bawak kami...hehe
3) Jalan puas puas, walaupun hujan. Pantai Cahaya Bulan (ombak dia gerun), Pantai Irama, Bachok (makan kopok lekor, sedap).
4) Tujuan sebenar, hantar Raudhah interview kat Sekolah Tok Guru Nik Aziz - Maahad Darul Anuar kat Pulau Melaka.
5) Toyota KB Branch best, dapat pinjam keta baru, Hakimi Sales Head layan kita dengan baik, very gentleman, dia isi minyak penuh, dia percaya kat kita, takyah isi borang, bagi gitu je kunci keta kat kita. Jumpa orang-orang sales kat sana. Manager En Khairul, Nik kawan Aida... Macam dah kenal lama pulak, padahal first time jumpa tu ...Kita pergi sana naik flight, takde keta, diorang pulak kasi kemudahan yang sangat-sangat berguna. Thank you.
Bila lagi dapat jalan KB.........
KB Sales tengah celebrate birthday member diorang plus meraikan achievement hit target untuk November. Thank you KB, achievement you all, bonus kami!
Dengan Nik Shahrul & Hakimi, dua dua Sales Head KB branch.Friday, September 12, 2008
Bedah hari tu...
Hari ni last MC yang doktor kasi, Isnin mula balik keje. Cukup 21 hari hospitalisation leave. Bagus tul Dr Lim. Thank you! Hysterectomy yang agak bukan minor pun cuma 1-2 day hospital stay and two weeks recovery. Aku punya minor operation pulak dapat three weeks. Kekeke..!!
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Pagi 25 Aug tu, lepas register untuk admission, terus masuk wad. Ward 4B, bed 445. Two bedded room. Misi ambik butir2 diri, berat badan, last makan pukul berapa, sakit keturunan semua, salin baju, pastu Pakar bius datang... Anaesthetist Dr Suraiya dengan assistant dia. Dia bagi consultation lebih kurang berkenaan General Anaesthesia. "As a specialist I would suggest you to go for spinal, separuh badan, but you are young, no health problem, we have no problem if you insisted for GA". Terus aku refer kat Jijah since dia ada kat dalam bilik ward tu. Dr Suraiya kata buat apa tanya dia, dia tak tahu. Then Jijah pun mengaku le dia anaes kat Hosp Sungai Buluh.
Aku cakap kat doktor, aku takut. Tak nak la sedar masa operate tu, doktor kata jangan risau, kita semua professional. Then dia tinggalkan aku ngn Jijah utk discuss. Doktor kata kat bawah nanti masih boleh tukar fikiran. At the moment, aku nak GA la.
Jijah kata untuk minor procedure camni, orang amik spinal je. Lagipun ubat bius tu tahan enam jam. Kalau GA, lepas bedah je terus hilang ubat bius dia. Bila hilang, nanti sakit. Spinal tu akan kebaskan kita, kita tak rasa apa-apa. Tapi aku gelabah jugak. Hairil kata GA tu bergantung kat orang, setengah orang it takes time to become fully unconscious. Kalau org tu melawan, boleh ambik masa sejam. Sebab doktor akan masukkan tiub dalam salur pernafasan untuk bernafas melalui mesin. Then, oklah... Spinal.
Naik atas katil sorong tu baring, misi tolak masuk lift sampai turun kat bilik persediaan, Jijah dah tak masuk la kat bilik bawah tu. Jumpa Dr Suraiya aku bagitau dia aku agree untuk Spinal. Tapi boleh tak kasi saya lalok sebab saya takut. Doktor kata takde masalah. Ada tiga pakar bius kat area tu, dengar Dr Suraiya cakap kat diorang, "Her sister is an anaes at Sungai Buloh, she managed to convince her to go for Spinal. Patient insists for Spinal and we'll give her sedation."
Then aku sign consent untuk diberikan bius. Doktor yang amik consent tu Dr Zulkifli, pakar bius jugak, dia tanya aku, kakak ke anaes kat Sg Buloh tu? No, adik.. Dia dah pakar ke? Belum... aku geleng.
Then diorang sorong aku masuk Operation Theater. Sebijik cam dalam drama. Takutnya! Bilik bedah tu agak luas, satu je katil, atas ada lampu yang besar, sejuk nak mampus.
Doktor ngan assistant assistant dia busy busy ngan barang-barang. Dr Lim masuk lambat sikit, sempat berlawak lagi. Then Dr Zulkifli picit picit tangan kanan aku, nak cari vein untuk masukkan tube. Dia tanya aku kidal ke sebab tak jumpa vein. Sejuk doktor. Dia inject tu sakitlah sikit, tapi sikit je. Dia banyak baca bismillah. Dr Zul ni hensem, ada rupa cam Ezam sikit (not that I like him nor Ezam), Dr Suraiya cam Ustazah Syarifah Hayaati penceramah ehwal Islam, both are UKM graduates --bangga!
Then diorang suruh aku bangun duduk, then tunduk abis untuk inject Spinal pulak. Takde la sakit sangat tapi takut, then diorang tanggalkan lengan kiri dress aku, tak ingat pulak bila masa dia inject. Sebelum dia angkat kaki untuk Lithotomic position, aku dah tak sedar apa apa. Last aku nampak jam, pukul 10:30 pagi.
Sedar sedar aku dah dibawa ke recovery room. Tak rasa apa2. Tengah lalok lagi, tapi dalam samar samar tu nampak la jam pukul 11:30 pagi. Sejam! Kat recovery room tu, diorang put up something to keep me warm. Aku tak rasa apa-apa. Dalam 10 minit lepas tu diorang sorong aku keluar. Nampak la Jijah, mak & Hairil. Aku cakap something kat Jijah dia tak dengar. Masa kena sorong tu memang teringatlah drama drama tv, hehehe.. sejibik!
Sampai kat ward aku dah ok. Kaki dah boleh gerak, lunch pun diorang hidangkan. Dari semalam tak makan ni, Jijah kata kalau boleh bangun, bangun, makan. So aku makan...
Then Jijah ciao ngn mak sekali. Dok la tengok tv. Misi kata duduk dalam sehari dua. Kat bawah ni benda yang dikeluarkan. Benda ni takde la menyakitkan sangat, tapi luka kat kulit tu yang ye.. ngeri kalau diingatkan. **Photo dah dibuang atas sebab2 keselamatan.
Lebih kurang pukul 1:00, Bi sampai dengan K.Gie & Rachel. Diorang ni semua colleague kat Toyota. Aku tengah ok masa tu, dapat la sembang2, tapi masih terlantar. After a while, aku sedar dari tidur. Tengok jam pukul 3:30. Aku rasa sakit sangat. Teringat Jijah kata kalau Spinal, ubat dia tahan 6 jam. Ini kesan bius dah habis la ni.
Sakit teramat sangat, aku tak tahan, aku nangis panggil nurse. Dua tiga orang nurse lari lari datang, then sorang inject ubat kat pinggul. Aku pengsan balik. Tapi tak lama, pukul 4 lebih aku sedar balik, rasa nak muntah sangat, earlier misi ada kata kalau nak pergi toilet bangun la sendiri, so aku bangun, dengan kepala pusing gagahkan jugak ke toilet. Aku uwek kat situ, ngn terberak sekali. Tube kat tangan yang masuk air tu pulak dah kehabisan air. Darah mengalir keluar tube, panic laa aku. Aku balik ke katil, berdarah darah bed sheet. Baru aku perasan doktor bubuh dressing kat area tu. Kotor habis semua. Misi bersihkan bed ngn that area. Aku baring balik. Sepanjang panjang tu aku nangis. Nangis real punya la... sakit tu! Aku mintak ubat tahan sakit lagi, diorang tak kasi, takut overdose katanya.
Sampai la ke malam aku menahan... nangis la sorang2. Rasanya orang katil sebelah masuk masa aku tengah nangis. Doktor Lim naik ngn assistant dia tengok aku, tenangkan aku. Masa doktor datang tulah Irene sibuk call buat lawak, baby boy ke girl! Irene secretary boss. Aku struggling dia buat lawak pulak. Rupanya malam tu aku dapat bunga ngan buah dari Toyota. Masa tu Yong & mak ada datang. Nangis la kat mak, sakit!!! (Dah balik rumah, mak kata muka aku pucat masa tu)
Aku memang jenis tak tahan sakit la.. I wonder those who went under major procedure tu camane agaknya diorang rasa bila ubat bius hilang, yang bedah kat perut, kat jantung, kat kepala.. huhuhu!! Moral of the story, if you could opt not to go under surgery, just don't go for it. It's damn painful. (Tapi aku takde pilihan, sengsara tahan rectal bleeding!)
Every few hours, nurse datang ambik blood pressure. Setiap bacaan rendah sesaje. One of the readings sampai serendah 97/54. Jijah kata aku memang darah rendah. Orang normal 110/70.
...
Selasa pagi Dr Lim datang check. Aku mintak ubat kasi berak sebab tak tahan la perut dah buncit tapi tak dapat berak. Doktor tak kasi, dia kata nanti lagi sakit, makan buah banyak banyak. Dia nak aku berak cara natural. Sakit lah!! (Before operate doktor ada kata kesan bedah ni akan rasa kerap nak ke toilet tapi takde apa2. Betullah, sampai hari ni still rasa yang sama.)
Hari Selasa tu Nuzai datang, officemate datang. Yong ngan Takni ngan budak budak pun datang. Usop ngn Fazilah pun. Jijah kat Tg Karang. Esoknya she'll be off to Cameron for honeymoon.
...
Rabu Dr Lim check lagi, dia kata tinggal hospital lagi satu hari, sebab kat rumah tak convenient cam kat sini. Dok la terlantar tengok tv. Yang syok tu part tunggu meal dihantar, brother yang hantar makanan tu hensem, hehehe..!! Syifa pun kata, sib baik syifa sempat lawat aku Rabu malam tu, last. Sebab Khamis dah boleh balik. Dah nak tidur, sekali Aziz datang, baru nak sedih, tak jadi sedih, dpt tengok Fuad & Fuadah.
...
Khamis, Dr Lim check dan kasi discharge.
Masa sign borang tu sempat peek and see the total cost is around RM5,910++
Moral of the story, if you could opt not to.....just don't! Kalau company tak tanggung, abih aa saving. Itu termasuk 4 hari stay kat ward. Huhuhu!
Doktor also kasi hospitalisation leave from 25/8 to 10/9. Come back for check up on the 10th.
...
Aku dah ready untuk keje on the 11th. Sekali gi check balik ngan doktor, doktor kata masih bengkak lagi, doktor kasi ubat forlax untuk lembutkan najis dan Daflon cukup sampai akhir tahun, MC lagi dua hari.
Dr Lim memang bestlah, dia sentiasa tersenyum, suka cakap melayu, pastu semuanya takde masalah, awak jangan khuatir. Takde masalah.
Thank you doktor.
Sekarang dah tak sakit lagi.
...
Pagi 25 Aug tu, lepas register untuk admission, terus masuk wad. Ward 4B, bed 445. Two bedded room. Misi ambik butir2 diri, berat badan, last makan pukul berapa, sakit keturunan semua, salin baju, pastu Pakar bius datang... Anaesthetist Dr Suraiya dengan assistant dia. Dia bagi consultation lebih kurang berkenaan General Anaesthesia. "As a specialist I would suggest you to go for spinal, separuh badan, but you are young, no health problem, we have no problem if you insisted for GA". Terus aku refer kat Jijah since dia ada kat dalam bilik ward tu. Dr Suraiya kata buat apa tanya dia, dia tak tahu. Then Jijah pun mengaku le dia anaes kat Hosp Sungai Buluh.
Aku cakap kat doktor, aku takut. Tak nak la sedar masa operate tu, doktor kata jangan risau, kita semua professional. Then dia tinggalkan aku ngn Jijah utk discuss. Doktor kata kat bawah nanti masih boleh tukar fikiran. At the moment, aku nak GA la.
Jijah kata untuk minor procedure camni, orang amik spinal je. Lagipun ubat bius tu tahan enam jam. Kalau GA, lepas bedah je terus hilang ubat bius dia. Bila hilang, nanti sakit. Spinal tu akan kebaskan kita, kita tak rasa apa-apa. Tapi aku gelabah jugak. Hairil kata GA tu bergantung kat orang, setengah orang it takes time to become fully unconscious. Kalau org tu melawan, boleh ambik masa sejam. Sebab doktor akan masukkan tiub dalam salur pernafasan untuk bernafas melalui mesin. Then, oklah... Spinal.
Naik atas katil sorong tu baring, misi tolak masuk lift sampai turun kat bilik persediaan, Jijah dah tak masuk la kat bilik bawah tu. Jumpa Dr Suraiya aku bagitau dia aku agree untuk Spinal. Tapi boleh tak kasi saya lalok sebab saya takut. Doktor kata takde masalah. Ada tiga pakar bius kat area tu, dengar Dr Suraiya cakap kat diorang, "Her sister is an anaes at Sungai Buloh, she managed to convince her to go for Spinal. Patient insists for Spinal and we'll give her sedation."
Then aku sign consent untuk diberikan bius. Doktor yang amik consent tu Dr Zulkifli, pakar bius jugak, dia tanya aku, kakak ke anaes kat Sg Buloh tu? No, adik.. Dia dah pakar ke? Belum... aku geleng.
Then diorang sorong aku masuk Operation Theater. Sebijik cam dalam drama. Takutnya! Bilik bedah tu agak luas, satu je katil, atas ada lampu yang besar, sejuk nak mampus.
Doktor ngan assistant assistant dia busy busy ngan barang-barang. Dr Lim masuk lambat sikit, sempat berlawak lagi. Then Dr Zulkifli picit picit tangan kanan aku, nak cari vein untuk masukkan tube. Dia tanya aku kidal ke sebab tak jumpa vein. Sejuk doktor. Dia inject tu sakitlah sikit, tapi sikit je. Dia banyak baca bismillah. Dr Zul ni hensem, ada rupa cam Ezam sikit (not that I like him nor Ezam), Dr Suraiya cam Ustazah Syarifah Hayaati penceramah ehwal Islam, both are UKM graduates --bangga!
Then diorang suruh aku bangun duduk, then tunduk abis untuk inject Spinal pulak. Takde la sakit sangat tapi takut, then diorang tanggalkan lengan kiri dress aku, tak ingat pulak bila masa dia inject. Sebelum dia angkat kaki untuk Lithotomic position, aku dah tak sedar apa apa. Last aku nampak jam, pukul 10:30 pagi.
Sedar sedar aku dah dibawa ke recovery room. Tak rasa apa2. Tengah lalok lagi, tapi dalam samar samar tu nampak la jam pukul 11:30 pagi. Sejam! Kat recovery room tu, diorang put up something to keep me warm. Aku tak rasa apa-apa. Dalam 10 minit lepas tu diorang sorong aku keluar. Nampak la Jijah, mak & Hairil. Aku cakap something kat Jijah dia tak dengar. Masa kena sorong tu memang teringatlah drama drama tv, hehehe.. sejibik!
Sampai kat ward aku dah ok. Kaki dah boleh gerak, lunch pun diorang hidangkan. Dari semalam tak makan ni, Jijah kata kalau boleh bangun, bangun, makan. So aku makan...
Then Jijah ciao ngn mak sekali. Dok la tengok tv. Misi kata duduk dalam sehari dua. Kat bawah ni benda yang dikeluarkan. Benda ni takde la menyakitkan sangat, tapi luka kat kulit tu yang ye.. ngeri kalau diingatkan. **Photo dah dibuang atas sebab2 keselamatan.
YouTube video
Tengoklah video kat atas ni, bukanlah rakaman pembedahan aku hari tu. Tapi lebih kurang beginilah keadaannya kot. Jumpa pulak bila cari stapled haemorrhoidectomy kat YouTube.
Lebih kurang pukul 1:00, Bi sampai dengan K.Gie & Rachel. Diorang ni semua colleague kat Toyota. Aku tengah ok masa tu, dapat la sembang2, tapi masih terlantar. After a while, aku sedar dari tidur. Tengok jam pukul 3:30. Aku rasa sakit sangat. Teringat Jijah kata kalau Spinal, ubat dia tahan 6 jam. Ini kesan bius dah habis la ni.
Sakit teramat sangat, aku tak tahan, aku nangis panggil nurse. Dua tiga orang nurse lari lari datang, then sorang inject ubat kat pinggul. Aku pengsan balik. Tapi tak lama, pukul 4 lebih aku sedar balik, rasa nak muntah sangat, earlier misi ada kata kalau nak pergi toilet bangun la sendiri, so aku bangun, dengan kepala pusing gagahkan jugak ke toilet. Aku uwek kat situ, ngn terberak sekali. Tube kat tangan yang masuk air tu pulak dah kehabisan air. Darah mengalir keluar tube, panic laa aku. Aku balik ke katil, berdarah darah bed sheet. Baru aku perasan doktor bubuh dressing kat area tu. Kotor habis semua. Misi bersihkan bed ngn that area. Aku baring balik. Sepanjang panjang tu aku nangis. Nangis real punya la... sakit tu! Aku mintak ubat tahan sakit lagi, diorang tak kasi, takut overdose katanya.
Sampai la ke malam aku menahan... nangis la sorang2. Rasanya orang katil sebelah masuk masa aku tengah nangis. Doktor Lim naik ngn assistant dia tengok aku, tenangkan aku. Masa doktor datang tulah Irene sibuk call buat lawak, baby boy ke girl! Irene secretary boss. Aku struggling dia buat lawak pulak. Rupanya malam tu aku dapat bunga ngan buah dari Toyota. Masa tu Yong & mak ada datang. Nangis la kat mak, sakit!!! (Dah balik rumah, mak kata muka aku pucat masa tu)
Aku memang jenis tak tahan sakit la.. I wonder those who went under major procedure tu camane agaknya diorang rasa bila ubat bius hilang, yang bedah kat perut, kat jantung, kat kepala.. huhuhu!! Moral of the story, if you could opt not to go under surgery, just don't go for it. It's damn painful. (Tapi aku takde pilihan, sengsara tahan rectal bleeding!)
Every few hours, nurse datang ambik blood pressure. Setiap bacaan rendah sesaje. One of the readings sampai serendah 97/54. Jijah kata aku memang darah rendah. Orang normal 110/70.
...
Selasa pagi Dr Lim datang check. Aku mintak ubat kasi berak sebab tak tahan la perut dah buncit tapi tak dapat berak. Doktor tak kasi, dia kata nanti lagi sakit, makan buah banyak banyak. Dia nak aku berak cara natural. Sakit lah!! (Before operate doktor ada kata kesan bedah ni akan rasa kerap nak ke toilet tapi takde apa2. Betullah, sampai hari ni still rasa yang sama.)
Hari Selasa tu Nuzai datang, officemate datang. Yong ngan Takni ngan budak budak pun datang. Usop ngn Fazilah pun. Jijah kat Tg Karang. Esoknya she'll be off to Cameron for honeymoon.
...
Rabu Dr Lim check lagi, dia kata tinggal hospital lagi satu hari, sebab kat rumah tak convenient cam kat sini. Dok la terlantar tengok tv. Yang syok tu part tunggu meal dihantar, brother yang hantar makanan tu hensem, hehehe..!! Syifa pun kata, sib baik syifa sempat lawat aku Rabu malam tu, last. Sebab Khamis dah boleh balik. Dah nak tidur, sekali Aziz datang, baru nak sedih, tak jadi sedih, dpt tengok Fuad & Fuadah.
...
Khamis, Dr Lim check dan kasi discharge.
Masa sign borang tu sempat peek and see the total cost is around RM5,910++
Moral of the story, if you could opt not to.....just don't! Kalau company tak tanggung, abih aa saving. Itu termasuk 4 hari stay kat ward. Huhuhu!
Doktor also kasi hospitalisation leave from 25/8 to 10/9. Come back for check up on the 10th.
...
Aku dah ready untuk keje on the 11th. Sekali gi check balik ngan doktor, doktor kata masih bengkak lagi, doktor kasi ubat forlax untuk lembutkan najis dan Daflon cukup sampai akhir tahun, MC lagi dua hari.
Dr Lim memang bestlah, dia sentiasa tersenyum, suka cakap melayu, pastu semuanya takde masalah, awak jangan khuatir. Takde masalah.
Thank you doktor.
Sekarang dah tak sakit lagi.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Haemorrhoidectomy Surgical Operation
Will be going under staple haemorrhoidectomy procedure on the 25th of August 2008. The surgery will be carried out at Selangor Medical Centre by a Gastro-enterologyst Dr Lim Yaw Tzong. Case of haemorrhoids Grade 2, admission time 9:00am, operation time 10:00am, duration 1/2 an hour. Will be treated as in patient with general anaesthetic given to be completely asleep during the surgery.
Haemorrhoidectomy
The text is copied from: Haemorrhoidectomy Surgery Door - Surgical Operation
What is it?
Piles (haemorrhoids) are the loose lining of skin that bulges out through the ring muscle which holds the back passage shut. They contain big blood vessels which can bleed or clot up and cause pain. The loose skin can produce irritating tags. Haemorrhoidectomy simply means removal of the haemorrhoids.
The Operation
You will probably have a general anaesthetic and be completely asleep. Sometimes you may be given an injection in the back to numb the area. The ring muscle is stretched and the piles are trimmed off. Usually after two or three days, when your bowels have opened, you will feel fit enough to leave hospital provided there is someone to look after you. The wound heals up within a week or two.
Any Alternatives
If you do nothing the piles will stay about as troublesome as they are now or get worse. They will not get better. Instead of cutting off the piles, they can be frozen or nipped off with rubber bands. Overall the best option is to have the piles cut out.
Before the operation
Stop smoking and get your weight down if you are overweight. If you know that you have problems with your blood pressure, your heart, or your lungs, ask your family doctor to check that these are under control. Check the hospital's advice about taking the Pill or hormone replacement therapy (HRT). Check you have a relative or friend who can come with you to the hospital, take you home, and look after you for the first week after the operation. Bring all your tablets and medicines with you to hospital. On the ward, you may be checked for past illnesses and may have special tests to make sure that you are ready and that you can have the operation as safely as possible.. Many hospitals now run special preadmission clinics, where you visit for an hour or two, a few weeks or so before the operation for these checks.
After - In Hospital
There is some discomfort on moving rather than severe pain. You will be given injections or tablets to control this as required. Ask for more if the pain is not controlled or if it gets worse. The second day after the operation you should be able to spend most of your time out of bed and in reasonable comfort. You should be able to walk slowly along the corridor. By the end of the first week the wound should be virtually pain-free. A general anaesthetic will make you slow, clumsy and forgetful for about 24 hours. The nurses will help you with everything you need until you are able to do things for yourself. Do not make important decisions during this time.
It is quite normal for the bowels not to open for a day or so after the operation. The first time you open your bowels it may be a bit painful but this rapidly improves. You may also see a small amount of blood mixed with your stool for a few days after the operation. This eventually stops. Once your bowels have opened you can make plans to go home. The discomfort of the operation can make it difficult to pass urine and empty the bladder. It is important that your bladder does not seize up completely. If you cannot get the urine flowing properly after six hours, contact the nurses or your doctor. The wound may have a dressing held on with elasticated net pants. There may be some staining with old blood during the first 12 hours. The dressing will be removed the day after operation and will be replaced with a lighter one. There may be black threads tied round the stumps of the piles. These will drop off by themselves in two or three days. Do not pull them.
There are many different types of dressings for piles. Ask the nurses for details. You can wash the wound area as soon as the dressing has been removed. Soap and tap water are entirely adequate. Salted water is not necessary. You can bathe or shower as often as you wish. Some hospitals arrange a check up about one month after you leave hospital. Others leave check-ups to the general practitioner. The nurses will advise about sick notes, certificates etc.
After - At Home
You are likely to feel very tired and need to rest two to three times a day for a week or more. You will gradually improve so that by the time a month has passed you will be able to return completely to your usual level of activity. It will take a month before your back passage feels normal again. You can drive as soon as you can make an emergency stop without discomfort in the wound, i.e. after about 10 days. You can restart sexual activities within a week or two, when the wound is comfortable enough. You should be able to return to a light job after about one week and any heavy job within two weeks.
Possible Complications
If you have this operation under general anaesthetic, there is a very small risk of complications related to your heart and lungs. The tests that you will have before the operation will make sure that you can have the operation in the safest possible way and will bring the risk for such complications very close to zero.
Complications are rare and seldom serious. If you think that all is not well, let the doctors or the nurses know. The wound is always a bit moist for a week or two. There is likely to be a discharge of yellow matter and even some dark blood on the dressings during this time. Opening your bowels becomes gradually easier particularly if you take a laxative. DO NOT however take bran or a high-fibre diet until the back passage is pain-free in case you end up with a blockage. Occasionally after 7 to 10 days there is more bleeding. Contact your doctor straight away. Rarely, you can have an infection in the wound area which is settled by taking antibiotics for a few days. Occasionally you may notice difficulty controlling the wind or your stool through your back passage. This improves after a day or two. If it doesn’t or if it gets worse it is potentially an indication of the very rare complication of a sphincter injury that took may have taken place during the operation. The sphincters are the muscles that help you control your back passage and obviously if they have been damaged you will partially or completely lose control of you back passage. This might require an operation to fix it. The chance of the piles coming back again is less than 1 in 20. Maintaining good bowel habits by using fibre and water in the diet and avoiding straining can help a lot in preventing the recurrence of piles.
General Advice
In general the operation is much less painful and troublesome than friends and acquaintances would lead you to believe. It will, however, be a month before the wound settles down. We hope these notes will help you through your operation. They are a general guide. They do not cover everything. Also, all hospitals and surgeons vary a little. If you have any queries or problems, please ask the doctors or nurses.
More links:
Some related surgical operation images:
Stapled anopexy (PPH, Stapled Haemorrhoidectomy)
Images sourced from brochures on Stapled Haemorrhoidectomy prepared by Johnson & Johnson Medical.
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4.
5.
Haemorrhoidectomy
The text is copied from: Haemorrhoidectomy Surgery Door - Surgical Operation
What is it?
Piles (haemorrhoids) are the loose lining of skin that bulges out through the ring muscle which holds the back passage shut. They contain big blood vessels which can bleed or clot up and cause pain. The loose skin can produce irritating tags. Haemorrhoidectomy simply means removal of the haemorrhoids.
The Operation
You will probably have a general anaesthetic and be completely asleep. Sometimes you may be given an injection in the back to numb the area. The ring muscle is stretched and the piles are trimmed off. Usually after two or three days, when your bowels have opened, you will feel fit enough to leave hospital provided there is someone to look after you. The wound heals up within a week or two.
Any Alternatives
If you do nothing the piles will stay about as troublesome as they are now or get worse. They will not get better. Instead of cutting off the piles, they can be frozen or nipped off with rubber bands. Overall the best option is to have the piles cut out.
Before the operation
Stop smoking and get your weight down if you are overweight. If you know that you have problems with your blood pressure, your heart, or your lungs, ask your family doctor to check that these are under control. Check the hospital's advice about taking the Pill or hormone replacement therapy (HRT). Check you have a relative or friend who can come with you to the hospital, take you home, and look after you for the first week after the operation. Bring all your tablets and medicines with you to hospital. On the ward, you may be checked for past illnesses and may have special tests to make sure that you are ready and that you can have the operation as safely as possible.. Many hospitals now run special preadmission clinics, where you visit for an hour or two, a few weeks or so before the operation for these checks.
After - In Hospital
There is some discomfort on moving rather than severe pain. You will be given injections or tablets to control this as required. Ask for more if the pain is not controlled or if it gets worse. The second day after the operation you should be able to spend most of your time out of bed and in reasonable comfort. You should be able to walk slowly along the corridor. By the end of the first week the wound should be virtually pain-free. A general anaesthetic will make you slow, clumsy and forgetful for about 24 hours. The nurses will help you with everything you need until you are able to do things for yourself. Do not make important decisions during this time.
It is quite normal for the bowels not to open for a day or so after the operation. The first time you open your bowels it may be a bit painful but this rapidly improves. You may also see a small amount of blood mixed with your stool for a few days after the operation. This eventually stops. Once your bowels have opened you can make plans to go home. The discomfort of the operation can make it difficult to pass urine and empty the bladder. It is important that your bladder does not seize up completely. If you cannot get the urine flowing properly after six hours, contact the nurses or your doctor. The wound may have a dressing held on with elasticated net pants. There may be some staining with old blood during the first 12 hours. The dressing will be removed the day after operation and will be replaced with a lighter one. There may be black threads tied round the stumps of the piles. These will drop off by themselves in two or three days. Do not pull them.
There are many different types of dressings for piles. Ask the nurses for details. You can wash the wound area as soon as the dressing has been removed. Soap and tap water are entirely adequate. Salted water is not necessary. You can bathe or shower as often as you wish. Some hospitals arrange a check up about one month after you leave hospital. Others leave check-ups to the general practitioner. The nurses will advise about sick notes, certificates etc.
After - At Home
You are likely to feel very tired and need to rest two to three times a day for a week or more. You will gradually improve so that by the time a month has passed you will be able to return completely to your usual level of activity. It will take a month before your back passage feels normal again. You can drive as soon as you can make an emergency stop without discomfort in the wound, i.e. after about 10 days. You can restart sexual activities within a week or two, when the wound is comfortable enough. You should be able to return to a light job after about one week and any heavy job within two weeks.
Possible Complications
If you have this operation under general anaesthetic, there is a very small risk of complications related to your heart and lungs. The tests that you will have before the operation will make sure that you can have the operation in the safest possible way and will bring the risk for such complications very close to zero.
Complications are rare and seldom serious. If you think that all is not well, let the doctors or the nurses know. The wound is always a bit moist for a week or two. There is likely to be a discharge of yellow matter and even some dark blood on the dressings during this time. Opening your bowels becomes gradually easier particularly if you take a laxative. DO NOT however take bran or a high-fibre diet until the back passage is pain-free in case you end up with a blockage. Occasionally after 7 to 10 days there is more bleeding. Contact your doctor straight away. Rarely, you can have an infection in the wound area which is settled by taking antibiotics for a few days. Occasionally you may notice difficulty controlling the wind or your stool through your back passage. This improves after a day or two. If it doesn’t or if it gets worse it is potentially an indication of the very rare complication of a sphincter injury that took may have taken place during the operation. The sphincters are the muscles that help you control your back passage and obviously if they have been damaged you will partially or completely lose control of you back passage. This might require an operation to fix it. The chance of the piles coming back again is less than 1 in 20. Maintaining good bowel habits by using fibre and water in the diet and avoiding straining can help a lot in preventing the recurrence of piles.
General Advice
In general the operation is much less painful and troublesome than friends and acquaintances would lead you to believe. It will, however, be a month before the wound settles down. We hope these notes will help you through your operation. They are a general guide. They do not cover everything. Also, all hospitals and surgeons vary a little. If you have any queries or problems, please ask the doctors or nurses.
More links:
- Haemorrhoidectomy, Your Piles Operation
- Surgical Treatment of Internal Hemorrhoides with Stapler Hemorrhoidectomy
- The procedure: Look at the appendix for images
- Haemorrhoidectomy
- Having a haemorrhoidectomy
- Stapled Haemorrhoidectomy
- Haemorrhoids (Piles)
- Circular Stapled Haemorrhoidectomy, understanding guidance, information for people considering the procedure, and for the public
Some related surgical operation images:
Stapled anopexy (PPH, Stapled Haemorrhoidectomy)
Images sourced from brochures on Stapled Haemorrhoidectomy prepared by Johnson & Johnson Medical.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
Friday, August 08, 2008
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Some special dedications
(1) Happy Birthday to Nuzai & Aisyah, being 30 is great... come on
(2) Welcome to this blog Amin
(3) Thank you Ihsan and Dr. Yasmin for a new 'Faridah' you guys have changed me into.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
(2) Welcome to this blog Amin
(3) Thank you Ihsan and Dr. Yasmin for a new 'Faridah' you guys have changed me into.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Monday, July 07, 2008
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Just remember
..there did Allah give you one distress after another by way of requital to teach you not to grieve for that which had escaped you nor for that which had befallen you. And Allah is Well-Aware of all that you do. (Al-Imran:153)
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